Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Shot Down...

So I finally registered for all my classes last week, and happened upon an open seat in a photoshop class, which I'm very excited about. I've been using Gimp, and in all honesty it sucks. I've been wanting to learn how to use photoshop so I can get rid of Gimp and it's craptasticness.

So I ordered the textbook from Amazon, and it happens to be Adobe's CS4 Classroom in a Book. It was just delivered to my house today, and tonight was supposed to be my first lesson in the photoshop class. What happens? The teacher gets sick, and cancels class. T-T

God damnit.... Now I have to wait one more week until next class. D:

It did happen to rain tonight, which put me in a better mood. :] Aki and I also went to go visit the wig lady at her shop again, so this means that cosplays are back in production! Garment district, here we come! -gets bargaining pants on- Bring it, shopkeeps! D:<

Sunday, January 17, 2010


"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth."~Mark Twain

Thanks Joy. <3 I hope everything goes well for you.

And just because I love this one so much:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."~Dr. Seuss

I am now out of STDSU and back at community college. But I don't feel like a failure. In fact, I don't think I've ever been happier in the past year and a half than I am right now. Let's see where this takes me....
Fail? I think not.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

For better or for worse?

I'm starting to believe this is for the better.
As if things couldn't get more complicated, SDSU disqualified me for a year.
So now I have to face my family..............AFTER Anime LA. xD


Now to get out of the county....
Oh well. Let's face it: I never liked SDSU, and I really want to go back to SWC to transfer to a UC. This is what I want, not what my family wants.
WTF. I've never wanted to punch myself as much as I do right now.
-feels like a total asshole and idiot-

Here's hoping my friends and LA will cheer me up.

Saturday, January 2, 2010


One more week until ALA! I'll be so glad to get out of SD and up to LA. We're packing up the Christmas decorations this weekend, and I'll be getting supplies and food stuffs this week.
I'm not doing any major cosplaying, as I haven't had the time or money to get fabric and sew. Hopefully next year I'll have a couple ready. T-T

Friday, January 1, 2010

Haha! Haha. Ha.......

Wow. I don't think it can get much worse than this.
Last year, I had the shittiest New Years, which included my mother saying she doesn't care what I want, not being able to hang out with my best friend, only having 1 HOUR to hang out with the few friends that I still had (some of which I'm really not fond of), and coming home only to get drunk with my computer.

THIS year however, I happened to start off 2010 with a fight that consisted of my mother hanging up on me because of miscommunication. When I finally did come home, she and I argued over something so ridiculously stupid. But now she's off to a party.
I hope she doesn't call later to come pick her up because she accidentally drank too much wine.

Happy fucking new year. <3