Thursday, March 26, 2009

Job Update

Well, I've talked to my HR person, and I have Fridays off so I can actually get school work turned in on time. x.x
It's a start, for me at least.

And amazingly, I've only just realized just how shielded my life has really been.
No, seriously... >->

Though at this point in time, I really would love to just move out and experience the world with Aki. <3
She's like my big sister, best friend, and wife (without sex and making out) all rolled into one magnificent person. :]

Mission.........still fail, but not as much...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Not so much, but still fail

So on Friday, I finally had the chance to talk to my boss about my work schedule (yes, I've been trying all damn week, but she's either been out or busy. ><). So I now have Fridays off! No more work for Yuka on Fridays! woo! I can finally get all my homework done AND have a social life. <3

I've been missing my friends so damn much. Not that I have very many true friends to hang out with anyways. >->

Now I just have to figure out a way to tell my mom....
She DID say that I'm on my own with this job, but somehow, I don't believe her. O: I wonder why that is?! -gasp-

-ahem- anyways...

Overall mission.................................not a complete and utter failure!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I'm numb.

I don't see how this can possibly work without me having several nervous breakdowns.
I don't believe I can have a 5-day work schedule until 5:30 AND ace my classes.
I really feel cut off from my friends. From the rest of my family. From what I want to do.
I feel like a robot going on day-by-day doing the same thing with no emotions.
Just eat, sleep, school, work.
That just doesn't fit. I have goals I'd love to acheive, yet I feel as if I'm doing absolutely nothing.
I need my friends. I need my family.

The money doesn't matter anymore.

Mission.................complete failure at the moment.