Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I'm numb.

I don't see how this can possibly work without me having several nervous breakdowns.
I don't believe I can have a 5-day work schedule until 5:30 AND ace my classes.
I really feel cut off from my friends. From the rest of my family. From what I want to do.
I feel like a robot going on day-by-day doing the same thing with no emotions.
Just eat, sleep, school, work.
That just doesn't fit. I have goals I'd love to acheive, yet I feel as if I'm doing absolutely nothing.
I need my friends. I need my family.

The money doesn't matter anymore.

Mission.................complete failure at the moment.

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