Reminder:

"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth."~Mark Twain

Thanks Joy. <3 I hope everything goes well for you.

And just because I love this one so much:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."~Dr. Seuss

I am now out of STDSU and back at community college. But I don't feel like a failure. In fact, I don't think I've ever been happier in the past year and a half than I am right now. Let's see where this takes me....
Fail? I think not.

For better or for worse?

I'm starting to believe this is for the better.
As if things couldn't get more complicated, SDSU disqualified me for a year.
So now I have to face my family..............AFTER Anime LA. xD

Woo!

Now to get out of the county....
Oh well. Let's face it: I never liked SDSU, and I really want to go back to SWC to transfer to a UC. This is what I want, not what my family wants.
WTF. I've never wanted to punch myself as much as I do right now.
-feels like a total asshole and idiot-

Here's hoping my friends and LA will cheer me up.

一週間も！

One more week until ALA! I'll be so glad to get out of SD and up to LA. We're packing up the Christmas decorations this weekend, and I'll be getting supplies and food stuffs this week.
I'm not doing any major cosplaying, as I haven't had the time or money to get fabric and sew. Hopefully next year I'll have a couple ready. T-T

Haha! Haha. Ha.......

Wow. I don't think it can get much worse than this.
Last year, I had the shittiest New Years, which included my mother saying she doesn't care what I want, not being able to hang out with my best friend, only having 1 HOUR to hang out with the few friends that I still had (some of which I'm really not fond of), and coming home only to get drunk with my computer.

THIS year however, I happened to start off 2010 with a fight that consisted of my mother hanging up on me because of miscommunication. When I finally did come home, she and I argued over something so ridiculously stupid. But now she's off to a party.
I hope she doesn't call later to come pick her up because she accidentally drank too much wine.

Happy fucking new year. <3

Sauerkraut

Just have to get this off my chest.

It's hard enough knowing you bailed that weekend without so much as a sorry or even an acknowledgment of my birthday. I don't care what you did or what you ingested.

But seriously? I'm about to give up.
You never talk to me anymore, so I'm thinking you don't care anymore.
But thanks for the friendship while it lasted.

Maybe I should give up?

You probably won't see this anyways..... you'll probably be too busy up in LA to even check around.

Just in case you do happen upon this....
I DO want my pants back. >->

Mobile Suit Gundam Wing Kick

Operation 1 DVD:

Lucrezia: "Don't shoot the enemy!"
Soldier: "Why not?!"
Wu-Fei: "Because she's a woman!"

Con Life

Aki and I have been putting in a crap-load of effort into a con we're staffing called Anime Conji. It's not exactly the largest or most organized in the world, but it's pretty excited and been full of surprises lately.

This weekend is our weekend up at Palmdale for Ani-Magic. Hopefully Aki and I will be able to go, if school doesn't get in the way. We have a supposed booth and room party. Can't wait. x3